Writing on the Wall

So many blank pages
So many blank stares
so much is unwritten
no happiness spared
laughter seems broken
I am always their token
and I don't think anyone cares

But that's just how my life goes!
I am always so confused
and always left alone.
I cry out into the darkness,
hoping someone will find me
and lead me back home.

So many people passing
So many people can not see
the little girl who is crying
so hard inside of me
little parts of me are dying
I'm not what I used to be
It's like I'm standing still and
the rest of the world is passin me!

But that's just how my life goes!
I am always so confused
and always left alone.
I cry out into the darkness,
hoping someone will find me
and lead me back home.

There's nothing written on my wall
at least nothing of my own
only things you want of me--
an isolated world
Laughter, it turns into pain
crying drives me more insane
your echoing lies are in my head
so many hurtful things you said

but i guess that's how my life goes
I am always so confused
and always left alone
I cry out into the darkness
Hoping someone will find me
but they won't stop leaving me alone